Lesson Seven .... Rage

Lesson Seven.
- Rage (concidered one of the deadly sins). This to me resembles a lot of things in my life. Its pretty much what my life if consiced (sp?) of. School, friends, family, everything in general. To me everything has been going ok, you know .... i have cool/amazing friends, school and well grades .... yah rather not talk about :/, and family;; they have been starting to take notice of me and my accompishments. As of my step-mother, she is (to me) a lot nicer, conciderate, and well all around being better to me. :] its a good thing trust me !! But back to the lesson. Well i just went to the movies with some friends, ok ... and well everthing is going just fine. Then out of no where i get a call DUN DUN DUN !!! i dont usually get phone calls this late in the evening so i was worring just a bit. So being the curious person i am i pick up the call. OK just picked up the phone ppl ! thats all ! Its one of my friends, what a plesent suprise (so i assumed). She was asking me what i was doing and all the other things that happened in the hell of a school i have to attend :[. Then the phone is disconected oh no ! did i hang up on her ? was it her ? i had no clue. oops, i called back to find that she and guess what her b.f was upset with me to. GOSH i hate having ppl upset with me EXPECIALLY my friends, not good. So i have to do some major bandaging tomorrow before school. Uhhh oh and might i not forget about BASKETBALL, uhhhh. Thats just a big ball of drama waiting to explod like a damn atomic bomb that BC insists to rant about ( i swear i could build one with all the info he has given me) oh well ..... its just the fact that i have to realise that ppl are just filled with rage, and sometimes its to the point where they dont even know. so the lesson is .....
*Know your limits, know your boundries, and always know what your "rage" is capable of.

ponder that one :]

*Lenny :]

Lesson Six ..... Confrontation ?

Lesson 6
-So maybe this one is going to be short. Just because i haven't gotten all the time in the world here b.c i have to go to the hell school tomorrow *magnolia :[*. So to start the lesson the thing is that i hate haveing confrontations for no reason at all !! Expecially on that has a couple intoxicated people involved. Right now actually i am listing to them fighting, its very frustration//stressfull. Uhhhhh. THERE IS NO REASON AT ALL FOR THIS. It all started b.c somone was talking to my m**** and s**** and then the other person *was not even in the conversation* came in a bothered everyone !! and then it just BLEW up BIG TIME !! And like i said a while ago its IRREVANT (sp?). I have to go to school in the a.m and also give a presentation and plus i have to deal with people yelling and screaming at my m****. Its rediclious. and then *my fault* i got into it when i KNOW i shouldnt have. So it possible is my fault kinda .... oops !! OMG guess what, she just came in FUN !!! So really this is kinda stupid to tell you all this, b.c well i am just ranting lol. So maybe the lesson is .... "Dont get involved in things that are not only old enough for, but only irrevalent" LATERS :]